Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Something New & Something Old

They sent my doctor bill to the collections agency. Old bill, new mark on my credit report.
You said you were coming over. New day, same old lies.
I'm tired as hell. Same feeling, new position on the couch.
I need to move but I cannot afford it. New apartment, same broke ass story.
In a couple of months I'll start work again. Same disappointing position, but new hopes and successes.
My point being, I can try new things, find new things and and even move on to new things, but the past doesn't disappear. Even so, I live on and either sit and waddle in the mess of the past, never letting it go. Or, I remember the past and correct it to create the future.

1 comment:

  1. I love it! I feel the same way! At times I waddle in the dust and other times I dust myself off. Every time I try to move ahead I get sent back to the starting point. I literally got the doctor bills in the mail and the flucks yes flucks with the relationship tip. BUT an epiphany fell upon me...When I change my mindset my situation will also change! So no more waddling in the dust, off to conquer the world....

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