Late Night Disatisfaction

I was up late and my mind was disturbed, between my best friends sad relationship story and my hurt feelings, I couldn't put my mind around sleep. It was a sad, sad little case of the BLUES. Laying there thinking of everything I want to fix, things I cannot fix and some shyte that I just aint gonna adjust. Really, I wanted to go back in time and replay, redo and revise a certain scene in my life. I'd probably still have this sad, sad case of the BLUES, but it wouldn't be as intense.
This late night dissatisfaction is self-inflicted, certain factors could have been easily avoided. I know what it is...I'm indecisive! When I set out to do anything, I go strong and follow through. The decision before I get to that point is another matter. I go back, back, forth and forth. Then I back it up, bring it back, then send it back. Craziness and a case of the sad, sad BLUES is what I have to show for it.
The thoughts of sleep deprivation have now been added to my misery, creating a deeper BLUE shade of sadness. Relationships are the most wonderful things shared. They are a necessity and sustain all life, but they can come at a very high cost. They entail sacrifice, time and pruning. They do not escape the likes of criticism, happiness and self-discovery. They can be the best or they can be the worst. Relationships can be held, broken and fixed all-in-one. In my endeavors, I have run into late night dissatisfaction and a case of the sad, sad BLUES.